What If

What if i asked you sooner. What if you never went to that party. What if i didnt say what i said. What if i said yes. What if....

This isnt a regret, Im quite happy about the way i turned out. But just looking back on my high school, i cant help but ask what if.... I guess everything would have turned out differet huh. It was so simple the way we met, just on the streets when i bumped into our mutual friend, and it so happened that you were beside her, right there. I didnt know it then but standing right there was the person who would change my life. I truly dont think i would be where i am if it wasnt for you. You changed me. I was totally different before i met you. A boy who never gets noticed,unconfident, a mere side-kick. But meeting you changed all of that, into the man i am today. A man with great confident, leadership and the main man. Im grateful for that. But like all things. An end must come sooner or later, it was rather unexpected. I wouldnt say i surpass you, or superior to you. But as i changed, i needed something more, and you just werent it. And im sorry i left you behind but it had to be done. But it seems you found your happiness now. I am truly grateful that you came across my life and im sorry for all the pain i caused. 

Dedicated to a special lady that forever changed me. If you ever read this. Thank you. 

Mr.Gee