Time Travelling

Sorry i havent blogged in a while. Been 10 days, 10 long painful days of studying for the finals (in which i watched over 5 stephen chow movie, 3 army documentary and finished season 3 of modern family) but its all over FINALLY ITS ALL OVER for now. omg omg omg cant believe its over freaking 1 month break :D GOD what to do LOL. well first i got like 20 movies to download for the holidays :D also for the upcoming fast food feast HELL YEA GONNA PIG OUT LIKE CRAY. got some upcoming parties but i dont know if i should go :/ im not really close with any of the birthday girls  but they did invite me even though we dont talk much. Also my mum telling me to go get a proper job for the holidays, i will see if i can get one and maintain one throughout semester 2. got mono camp coming up, freaking pretty psych for that LOL not gonna enjoy the freezing cold nights, in need to get a sleeping bag soon or else im gonna freeze to death, literally. idks was meant to go shopping with the mother tomorrow but might go to ruilins place to watch the nba 2013 finals of the heats vs spurs :/ FREAKING HOPE THE SPUR WINS cant stand the heats especially wade that motherfucker. yea thats basically the plan for the holidays, freaking party and looking for a job :)

Anyways freaking i swore i time travelled, here i am standing today exactly where i was standing two months ago. Fucken confused and lost but somewhat im better prepared this time so it isnt as fucken agonising. or maybe i just got dragged back by my friend lyanna LOL and took 2month to climb back the ladder, man thats a long time. If thats the case, then stupid me, why did it take this long. idks what to do, you are literally fucken slapping me in the face atm. idks if you are testing me or not. i think the quote "anything worth having doesnt come easy" is just a lie to put your mind in that position so you wait a little bit longer but what you dont realise is that you are wasting time. waiting a bit longer turns in an hour which then turn into days and then months. im a puppet trying to cut the strings but little do i know that you are the puppet master teasing me the whole time. idks fucken hell, what am i doing sigh.

anyways so had my final exam today for this semester which was chemistry ... dont even wanna talk about it anymore, it wasnt bad but i just wanna forget about it LOL. then went to townhole to play pool freaking been addicted to that shit lately :) :) "i wanna be the best, like no one ever was" (note if you dont know where these lyrics come from then YOU NEVER HAD A CHILDHOOD). so we pool for like 1.5 hrs or so. freaking gotta beat phil and sam zhang, the twin brothers. freaking they go such high potting percentage its crazy. then went to eat jap (the little corner one opposite to market city) with ray and lyanna, had chicken udon and japanese curry FARRR so i was so bloated it was crazy man LOL. had some meaningful talk at the dinner table followed by the train. freaking a good chilling night :D. might go back and play pool on tuesday YEAAA BUDDY. anyways im also thinking of getting "for those i love, im willing to sacrifice" across my upper or on my rib cage. also thinking of joining the army reserve after i graduate uni. eh we will see LOL.

Mr.Gee