Time to get Serious

ahhh fucken exams are coming up :( gotta get serious and study study study DUDE so scared for an exam. dont think i ever been this scared in my life and the worse thing is, im not even doing anything to  fix this problem :/ but thats nobody's fault except mine. Every single one of us is in control of nobody life except our own. everybody is in control of their own outcome, there is no such thing as fate or destiny. maybe thats why i hate getting driven around ... even though it is in my own control to step foot in that car, but i after that i dont have any control :/. ohhh wells not the point LOL. Anyways, went to chatswood for yum cha in the morning then shopped around in westfield and i was like ehh should get lyanna a birthday present, so we got a book by coleridge (although she already read it, its nice to have a personal copy) and a red scarf (i just knew red would go on her perfectly, lyanna if you are reading this, that you look fucken perfect with that scarf and im not even sugarcoating) maybe i should be a fashion designer hahaha always had that dream but ohh wells, its a hard industry and i dont think i have enough burning passion to go into it. had a fucken crazy time at lyannas 19th birthday. had dinner at some italian restaurant in liverpool which wasnt too bad and not that that pricey. drop by the liquor store before we hit kelvins house. fast and furious 4 was on tv so we just chuck that on and gathered talk and watch the film, it was actually a kick back chilled night :). there was some deep and meaningful talk... well more like confessions but then half the people was tipsy as fuck, hopefully not everything said was remembered the next day hahaha. had a bunch of cruisers and tequila, it wasnt as bad as i imagine, you can actually take that shit straight without the salt and lemon but then again i really gotta lighten my alcoholic load ==. getting told my mum every time i come home from parties. got 2 parties after exams :D hopefully i dont get totally smash in those.

Mr.Gee